Daylight mean to be brighten up everything on earth. Including your mood and emotion. You have approximately 12 hrs of daylight to be really happy.
That's why we sleep at night because that mean for us to bury our sorrow and not think about it. We sleep through a day and another, subconscious will help you deal with the problem you have and this is how brilliant our brain is.
I have learned to put a truly smiley face every morning, I do it so much it wasn't fake anymore, and this is actually work! You need to visualize thing, you need to just do what you think is right, is cool, is necessary. I want to be happy waking up everyday and that's what I am working on, no matter how sad I am, I want to be able to smile to the first person I see. On the progress of working on it, it becomes part of you.
My experience in Los Angeles, all those difficult moments, some fade away and some continue doing impact to my life today, I gotta learn to leave them for the night, nature will take care of it, the color of darkness will take care of it, most importantly, when I go to sleep, my dream will take care of it.
I realize my strenght of living through and not giving up can be tremendous, so now, I gotta learn how to use them correctly in other aspect of my life. I have learned that there's no forever good time in life and there's no forever bad time. And when good time comes, it can be bad, when bad time comes, it can be good.
How can life be absolute when it is not calculated in math?
And how come only until today I finally realize this is true and I can never get an absolute answer in life?
Yes, we are living in a gray area and life is just different from what I used to think anymore.
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