Still today

Today is a long day.

I feel like I already lost it.

There' s nothing left besides emptiness.

I think I am right, when you are too afraid of losing something, you always end up hurting it.

And if you let it comes and goes, it stays with you as long as you let it comes and goes.

Our hands are not mean to hold on to something, our heart is not for bonding a soul.

I don't know what's wrong for being desperate, I don't know what's wrong for overly concern about something.

I guess you just can't do a good job when stress is high.

And is still today, I am looking excuses for my mistake and I am pretending that is OK to be blue.

Maybe, is OK to lost it all. So I can either start all over again or do something greater than this.